Bismillah.
I am writing this while waiting for my housemates to finish their chores at the kitchen. note: I badly need a toilet.
It has been three days since I have had low-and-high body temperature. Thought that it would go away after I had a good sleep, instead I had almost 10 sleeping-hours per day but nothing has gotten better.
I did cough and sneeze but not that frequent, they were as normal as you would have them once in a month. The frequents are my low-and-high temperature, on-off headaches and sudden chest pain.
I know, we all get unexplainable over-suspicious considering the current situation of pandemic. I am too. After all, we are all a suspect until we have ever being tested negative.
I had been watching few videos on the symptoms, reading a number of articles in regards to what to do if you have the symptoms, asking around for some advice and hoping this is just a typical temperature that I have always had once in a month (as part of my menstrual cycle symptoms). I also considered probability this is all my delusional symptoms because of paranoia.
While 99% of my confidence believe this is just a common fever because of the hot weather, I don't want to ignore that 1% risk. It is actually okay to overpreparing yourself, as I quote this from one of the posts I had read,
"The best outcome of this pandemic is to know that we are overpreparing." -referring to UK planned countermeasure to the pandemic.
But there, you have to wisely define "overprepare" while not overburdening the others.
At this point, with such uncertainty, the first thing I can do is minimising the risk, to myself and people around me. I have rice, chicken, herbs, oranges and some veggies that can survive me for the next 5 days. Should be fine to survive this critical hours.
The hardest part was to alert people around me. I was unprepared to receive any backlash but I did inform my housemates to avoid me at their best whenever they see me around the house. "Cepat sihat," "nah ubat demam," "Takpe dalam rumah ni ada ramai kerja dkt hospital." Oh again,...............i should never underestimate anyone's humanity just because mine isn't at par.
Alhamdulillah, I am grateful for His guidance to let go my ego and selfishness. To be considerate to the others as you would like the others to be to you.
Okay, now I shall wait the next few days to decide on the next step.
I swear I am going to get salted caramel croissant as soon as I have fully recovered. 😼
I am writing this while waiting for my housemates to finish their chores at the kitchen. note: I badly need a toilet.
It has been three days since I have had low-and-high body temperature. Thought that it would go away after I had a good sleep, instead I had almost 10 sleeping-hours per day but nothing has gotten better.
I did cough and sneeze but not that frequent, they were as normal as you would have them once in a month. The frequents are my low-and-high temperature, on-off headaches and sudden chest pain.
I know, we all get unexplainable over-suspicious considering the current situation of pandemic. I am too. After all, we are all a suspect until we have ever being tested negative.
I had been watching few videos on the symptoms, reading a number of articles in regards to what to do if you have the symptoms, asking around for some advice and hoping this is just a typical temperature that I have always had once in a month (as part of my menstrual cycle symptoms). I also considered probability this is all my delusional symptoms because of paranoia.
While 99% of my confidence believe this is just a common fever because of the hot weather, I don't want to ignore that 1% risk. It is actually okay to overpreparing yourself, as I quote this from one of the posts I had read,
"The best outcome of this pandemic is to know that we are overpreparing." -referring to UK planned countermeasure to the pandemic.
But there, you have to wisely define "overprepare" while not overburdening the others.
At this point, with such uncertainty, the first thing I can do is minimising the risk, to myself and people around me. I have rice, chicken, herbs, oranges and some veggies that can survive me for the next 5 days. Should be fine to survive this critical hours.
The hardest part was to alert people around me. I was unprepared to receive any backlash but I did inform my housemates to avoid me at their best whenever they see me around the house. "Cepat sihat," "nah ubat demam," "Takpe dalam rumah ni ada ramai kerja dkt hospital." Oh again,...............i should never underestimate anyone's humanity just because mine isn't at par.
Alhamdulillah, I am grateful for His guidance to let go my ego and selfishness. To be considerate to the others as you would like the others to be to you.
Okay, now I shall wait the next few days to decide on the next step.
I swear I am going to get salted caramel croissant as soon as I have fully recovered. 😼
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