1-waking up

Bismillah.

i am sorry, hajar.
for all the mistakes,
for all past regrets,
for end up being as clueless as now.

i am truly sorry,
that i give up too easily,
that i dont fight for my own self,
for useless hope,
hopeless dream.

i am sorry too,
that you have to start from bottom again,
but you will be okay,
cus you have learnt your lesson,
cus you are not afraid of embracing failure again,
cus you have them.

//playing penakut by yuna cus this was my fav song when i was struggling for alevel in the past.