One needs feeding

 Bismillah.

Long no reflection, I had a terrible situation to adapt to a new daily routine -and my time management had tricked myself into false productivity many times. But now I am back to journaling to reflect, refresh, and repair. 

One of the struggles I have to deal with these days (and even long before) is to maintain and uplevel my iman. Phew. Satan never wants to give up so I can't either way. It is either those devils win or I win. Well, my new mantra is "expect to win" so nope, I am not giving up -never. 

Last weekend, I went for a two-days to stay with my iman booster circle. That was definitely one of the moments that I prized the most this month because those sharings and reminders hit me at the right time, at the definite time when I needed them the most. 

One of the simple advice that struck me more than three times that day is "Kalau kita tak feed our iman, we are feeding our nafs. If we feed our iman, our nafs is full too. Salah satu perlu dipenuhi dan satu membawa ke arah kebaikan while the other one membawa ke arah keburukan."

One needs feeding, and we have the power to decide which elements we want to feed. May our feeding will bless us here and hereafter. Amin.