Bismillah.
Earlier this morning I had a super sudden excitement to be productive. So after Fajr, I scrolled few mins through my social media then I got up, discharged my laptop from the charging port, paced lively to the study table and picked up to where I left my work last night. Ah, I am so happy that I have finally owned a website with my own name. Although I don't quite fond of fame but I somehow prefer to promote my own identity in my doings. Perhaps because I have been brainwashed by my tutor.
"you need to have your own identity that will differ you from any other offered service/products."
Guess being secretive doesn't suit me that well. Ok ok, I might not into fame but I do love attention. Attention seeker.
Half an hour passed, I got stuck at coding......it is just a basic one but i- nvm. I will wait for my brother then.
Few weeks ago, I still remembered having a conversation with Sharina, my uk housemate. We talked a few of each updates. I told her that I was really excited that I have finally could drive now. I took a driving license two years ago but I didn't fully utilised my license P. I was scared at first to take the car on the road after a year -or more I didn't. I feared I might be a murderer on the road instead.
Still remember she shared with me a quote she got from Hana,
"The only way to eliminate fear is to face fear."
Alhamdulillah, ever since I decided to face my fear. I am determined that I shall not live in fear anymore longer. Thanks to her for the wise advice.
Firstly, the driving.
Second, I let go the person that I feared to lose.
Third, I spent my money on business that I feared I would fail.
Forth, I learnt the new skills that I feared I could never catch up.
Fifth, I took up the job offer that I feared I couldn't deliver to their standard.
and today, I feel at more ease and peace. I have faced my fear and that is the ultimate achievement of all for this year. I shall not fear anything except Him.
I will keep digging into list of my fears and try my best to face them one by one.
Here is to many more fears in these world that we are going to eliminate; May He gives us strength of elephant and courage of lion to face them.
Earlier this morning I had a super sudden excitement to be productive. So after Fajr, I scrolled few mins through my social media then I got up, discharged my laptop from the charging port, paced lively to the study table and picked up to where I left my work last night. Ah, I am so happy that I have finally owned a website with my own name. Although I don't quite fond of fame but I somehow prefer to promote my own identity in my doings. Perhaps because I have been brainwashed by my tutor.
"you need to have your own identity that will differ you from any other offered service/products."
Guess being secretive doesn't suit me that well. Ok ok, I might not into fame but I do love attention. Attention seeker.
Half an hour passed, I got stuck at coding......it is just a basic one but i- nvm. I will wait for my brother then.
Few weeks ago, I still remembered having a conversation with Sharina, my uk housemate. We talked a few of each updates. I told her that I was really excited that I have finally could drive now. I took a driving license two years ago but I didn't fully utilised my license P. I was scared at first to take the car on the road after a year -or more I didn't. I feared I might be a murderer on the road instead.
Still remember she shared with me a quote she got from Hana,
"The only way to eliminate fear is to face fear."
Alhamdulillah, ever since I decided to face my fear. I am determined that I shall not live in fear anymore longer. Thanks to her for the wise advice.
Firstly, the driving.
Second, I let go the person that I feared to lose.
Third, I spent my money on business that I feared I would fail.
Forth, I learnt the new skills that I feared I could never catch up.
Fifth, I took up the job offer that I feared I couldn't deliver to their standard.
and today, I feel at more ease and peace. I have faced my fear and that is the ultimate achievement of all for this year. I shall not fear anything except Him.
I will keep digging into list of my fears and try my best to face them one by one.
Here is to many more fears in these world that we are going to eliminate; May He gives us strength of elephant and courage of lion to face them.
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