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Bismillah.

Sometimes,
all you need is someone to comfort you,
"It's okay it's alright Allah knows the best"
"you can try again and again"

Back then,I had ever wondered when will it be my deepest fall,
arrogant enough,I thought it might not for me,
as I hate falling,I signified my neurons positively.
Ah.
I thought so.

"Verily,with every hardship comes ease" 94:6

No.Having your mind stuck is not the only hardship.
Parting with the natural physical,spiritual,emotion,environment and charming people,slowly begin to tear me apart,into pieces,to the dust. Colliding frequently with the egoistic wall to spread the force all over the body that at the end the pressure eat my soul.
The intelligency end up unwrapped.

Iman is the main cause.
I asked myself,
am I going to let go my last grasp and fall to the deepest,
or struggling to the top with the loose crocodile clip?

I choose to let go.
Fall to the deepest.
Experience the gravitational pull.
Learn the motion.
Reach the terminal velocity.
Rebound to the top again with greater kinetic energy.
And land with frictionless motion,
with iman.